January 2011
2011: Just Be Patient, and Dont Worry.
Idk how this is gonna work, but Imma make it work.
December 2010
Dont you love it how bein sad puts everything into perspective?? Smh lol.
5:16 am
this is ungodly.
I never am awake this early when i actually have to go to school. so my body does me the best favor ever and wakes me up at this time to do what? think. ohjoy, thanks alot. i felt bad, now you just wanna make me feel worse. i see how it is. its a conspiracy against me, to keep me in this cycle of blaming myself for everything, crying, not eating (beisdes kwanzaa dinner), all that...
wolfpack. :)
Ray: Get a better comeback!!
Anna: Get a better insult!!!
“this is nice and weird…”
– Court. <3
The "Little Bit" Theory
Okay, so i listened to that song like 7 or 8 times. On repeat. Who’s surprised? No one. I have found a pattern in this song. This pattern is clearly evidence that I, of course, am always right. Cuz in some way, I really am. Its scary. But true. I will break it down right here and now, for all eyes to see.
Little Bit Remix- Drake feat Lykke Li
[Lykke Li:] (1) Hands down, I’m too proud...
“i guess i’m just a little bit in love with you”
– Drake (via adropofl0ve)
“If I could forget him, I would. Please, believe me.”
– Jazmine Sullivan, In Love With Another Man
Can I, Can I....??
Its official.
I’m at a standstill. I really am. I cant move nowhere. Its like im in a pool of honey, which, while it sounds delicious, is not so great, cuz im stuck. I know how I feel, I know what I think. Im pretty sure my hypothesis is correct; there are evidence and facts to back me up. I cant move, tho, because its not a team effort. What?? Since when is it so hard to talk stuff out??
...
ctfu me n my best friend
D: he on chat?/ lol.
A: yeah but i refuse to IM him
imma piss my pants if he does
lol
D: OMG DOOOOOOO ITTTTTT.
DOOOOOO ITTTT.
A: lmao no!
D: (thats what she said)
A: CTFU
D: DOOOOOO ITTTTTTT.
A: lmao
no
D: lol
YOOOOUUUUU SOOOO SHUUUUDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!
A: ctfu
i cnt
D: WHYYY NOOTT
TAKE A CRAZY CHANCE??
WHYYY NOOTT
DOO A CRAZY DANCE.
A: LMFAO
EW!
THIS ISNT GORDO!
D: that was def in my head right then, tho.
sooooooooooo...................
: )
the best words on fb ever!
me: omg im in love wit his statuses
d: ooo laaaa laaaaaa
me: lmao im cheesin like a mofo right now!
d: whoa! keep it in your pants! lmao its just words on fb
ctfu!
Human Nature Can Only Take The Blame For So Much.
So, I was listening to that song on repeat. Human Nature by Michael Jackson. Clearly. And I feel I have some bad news to tell everyone; just sayin that something is because of human nature cannot always fly. Yes, we as humans are prone to do certain things, and sometimes, those certain things are not always the greatest or smartest idea. But okay, so we know that. If we know it, we can change it,...
a drop of LOVE;: you (this goes for you, too,... →
adropofl0ve:
i don’t get it.
why are you running from me? i thought you understood tht i want to help you? what’s wrong with me tht you ignore me? is it her? is it me? is there another her? am i too emotional? am i annoying? am i scary?
why am i the enemy?
it’s funny cause i told you some of my…
“How can I decide on whats right, when you’re clouding up my mind?? I...”
– Decode, Paramore
Lets call him names...names....I hate you more.
Heres the deal;
I know I said to think about it and drop it. Lately, I have done very well with that. Today was not one of the greatest days I’ve had using that principle. I had lots of thinks in the 5 1/2 hours that I was cleaning my room. These thinks are based on a systematic process of logic. The events that have happened do not follow said systematic process of logic.
What does...
“Cuz Im Comin Home Again. Maybe We Can Start Again.”
– Chris Martin: Homecoming-Kanye West feat. Chris Martin
laughloveyou:
60695:
You’re my devil, you’re my angel You’re my heaven, you’re my hell, You’re my now, you’re my forever, You’re my freedom, you’re my jail, You’re my lies, you’re my truth, You’re my war, you’re my truce You’re my questions. you’re my proof You’re my stress and you’re my masseuse
Mr. West
ATTENTION, “SIR” : this is what you are to me.
santa? (im so late rebloggin this. lol.)
d: jus to let you know, santa is currently in brazil lol
a: how you know?
d: santa tracker on ch6. lol its direct from NORAD (the ppl who track storms) lol
a: ..................... smfh
So Santa kinda did a good job this year. Im Just...
Okay, forget the memory card.
Forget the usb cord.
and forget the pajamas.
I’m not talking about those. Although, they are great. I really mean it. Theres nothing more awesome then having a music playing phone that you can actually download more than 8 songs to. that was corny. but that definately paled in comparison to what Santa actually did for me.
I wrote a letter to Santa. On...
i dont care. but....i do.
have you ever gotten to a point in your life where you’re in an awkward limbo?
like, you’re right on the borderline of caring, and not givin two craps. its doesnt cost your life anything anymore, but your heart is still all in it.
thats where i am.
i dont know why, but im really optimistic all the time about this whole thing. it shouldnt be a whole thing in my head anymore, but it...
I'm sorry that my body isn't all boobs and butt. ...
spelmanite.
Dear Deandra,
Congradulations! On behalf of our Board of Admission I am honored to invite you to join the 130th entering class of Spelman College scholars…The hard work outlined in your application, which led you to be the scholar and leader you are, has earned you a seat in this year’s class, and a position of esteem among all Spelman women.
—Acceptance letter.
When I get...
reblog if you want (1) cute message today.
iminseattletrick:
JUST ONE.
chances of that aree……yea, naw. lol.
really??
you have got to be kidding me.
this is the second time this has happened. this is not a coincidence. this makes no sense. and things that make no sense are not true.
so, sir, NO, I DO NOT BELIEVE YOU. but to preserve the tad bit of sanity I have left, I refuse to question it any further. I hope you dont think you’re slick. cuz…you’re not. Eventually, all of this will come out...
Why did Chris Brown attack Rihanna?... They got...
adropofl0ve:
iamjaysaif:
lmfaoooo!!!!!
ctfu this jus made me feel so much better
BAAAHAAAAHAAAAAHAAAAAA
“do you even know what your self worth is?”
– Drizzy Drake (via adropofl0ve)
a lovely state of affairs.
day 3 of thinking.
thinking for one day is deadly enough. times deadly by three, and what do you get? three times as deadly. NOT COOL, man.
but i’m doin better than ive done in previous overthinking situations, i believe. I think around day three is when I started to hear things and have visions. And there were no dancing sugar plums in my head with that, soooo….yea.
however, i was...
torn.
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wanna satisfy my curiosity, but I don’t wanna sacrifice my sanity…..AGAIN. Why cant there be a happy medium?! Must I be forced to choose between my instinct and my better judgement? Why must they be separate choices? Ugh. I hate this. I guess I’ll just give it a few days. Eventually, itll bug me...
Revenge of the Shunned/Happily is the Way to Go...
Me:
OMG IM DYIN. LOL.
Anya:
Im glad you find your own slow death humorous. Lol.
Me:
Thanks, there's no better way to go out than happily.
Anya:
Lmao thats the spirit. Imma tape a smile on your face for your funeral.
Me:
Lol sounds like a plan. XD.
Anya:
Lol whats up?
Me:
"Kid" is here,and just bein in the same room with him has me goin into cardiac arrest.
Anya:
Lol wow. Smh
Me:
Lol Im good now, though. Im gonna die eventually, just......not this second. : )
Anya:
Lmao o ard. Let me know so I can spray paint Drake on your casket. : )
Me:
Thank you, that would be much appreciated. In my honor, could you please kill Rihanna?? Lol.
Anya:
Naw, Im not goin to jail! Lol but I will def hire someone. : )
Me:
Thhhhhaaannnkkkkkkk yyyyuuuuuuu. : D
Anya:
Lmao welcome.
LATER
Me:
Yoooooooo.........lol.....he maaaaadddd. XD.
Anya:
who n why?
Me:
guess nd about me. Lol.
Anya:
Kid cause you fancy
Me:
Hellllllllllllllllll yyyyyeeeeeeaaaaaa. Lol. XD.
Anya:
Good.
Me:
Lol haha I had the best time. and that made it even better.
me?
i must be mistaken.
were you talking about me?
IM the one?
the one that made you feel so bad?
the one that had you upset?
you must be confused.
me?
the one that annoyed you?
got on your nerves?
but always had your best interest at heart?
im the one that had you upset.
me?
you know how me feels about that?
me feels no sympathy.
for you.
you, the one who so easily threw me aside,
...
gettin fancy
i’m gonna look so pretty tonight!!!! im really excited, i did a great job on my nails, my hair lookin friggedy-fresh, im hype. I plan to dance, dance, and dance some more, as this is my MO at every party i go to; keep dancing, no matter what. I love parties!!!
The best things about being home alone:
aerosynclair:
wildwolfeyes:
ifuckinglovesloths:
-heartbeat-:
fuckyeahsillymoo:
Peeing with the doors open.
Being naked.
Listening to music as loud as you fucking want.
Singing to that music as long as you fucking want.
Drinking out of cartons.
Not giving a fuck.
Being alone.
(via jamesphelps)
Cuz I so am that right now. :)
"lol." no, its not even funny.
okay, so here’s the deal;
this phrase “lol.” I’m tired of the random….idek, overuse, I guess?? Like, okay, so we’re in a convo, and you say “lol.” Now, a normal person would just say “o ard, convo over.” but me? no. I thought we was talkin about stuff, so I’m gonna keep going. and you want me to stop, but don’t wanna stop...
“an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind.”
– Deandra (via adropofl0ve)
I'll be up all nite, whole crew in here. Cuz I...
Im gettin off here now. Gnite.
<3 Deandra.Patrice
“we dnt read novels but we do facebook”
– Drake (via adropofl0ve)
“Dont Be A Conversation Ender”
– Rule # 54
December 15th
okay, panic attack number two of the week:
Spelman. One Week. They tell me yay or wait a minute. If yay, im so there. If wait a minute….i clearly have to wait a minute. Sooooo…..since I kinda REEEAAAALLLYYYY wanna go there, i would like to hear a yay. this is not workin for meh. gaahhhh.
the hamburglar
my cats are thieves. they are whole hoodcats. they fight for survival, when clearly, they dont need to….because we give them everything they need. this cat, i go away for a minute, and she decides to take my burger. now, granted, I wasnt going to eat it….I didnt feel like it. But seriously?? any food left unattended, they go for. and even if it isnt unattended, they go for it. like...
musical adventures back in time.
I just went through all the NOW cds. Highlights!!
Now 1, 1998
Barbie Girl- Aqua (1): I didnt really know this song til i got into middle school, and we danced to it at all the school dances.
Now 2, 1999
Baby One More Time- Britney Spears: I was seven when she first came out, and I remember thinking she was the best person ever. lol.
Hard Knock Life (Ghetto Anthem)- Jay-Z: I did not appreciate...
Houstatlantavegas
She’s Just Stuck In Houstatlantavegas.
—Drake
What is Houstatlantavegas? I can tell you, its not a city. But rather, Houstatlantavegas is a mindset. Any mindset. From intellectualism to drugs, everyone has a Houstatlantavegas or two of their own kind. Something that they are stuck in, and cant seem to get out of, no matter how hard they try. As humans, we are bound by routine,...
Caffeine Poisoning and Internalization
Point One: Caffeine intoxication
They tell you not to self-diagnose, but I am. Who are they to tell me stuff, antywhoo??
“Two infrequently diagnosed caffeine-induced disorders that are recognized by the American Psychological Association (APA) are caffeine-induced sleep disorder and caffeine-induced anxiety disorder, which can result from long-term excessive caffeine intake.
“In the...
honestly.
I’m ranting again.
But this is more like venting than ranting.
Im not perfect. I live life as I see fit. I make mistakes; I am human. I fear that people judge me by these mistakes, these lapses in judgement that I seem to have so often.
I am afraid of not being perfect. But in reality, I am not.
Look at me, with my smile, and my big eyes. Do they seem like the picture of perfection? No....
well the way yall been talkin, christmas shoulda...
this is a rant.
this is a rant about how commercialized Christmas is. How come yall been had Christmas stuff in stores since before halloween?? Like I know anticipation makes everything all extra hype and stuff. But seriously?? by the time thanksgiving rolls around, I shouldnt know every word to the PA Lottery christmas carol commercial (because they change it every year after they get new...
Staples. [that was easy]
i am not puking my guts out anymore. and i havent been for awhile.
on the brink of tears, i stopped. It was really cool, actually. I’ve never been able to do something like that. I mean, think about something that made me upset, and just put it aside. i think thats shown how much i’ve grown in the past year. seriously.
ANTYWHOO:
the flash mob was kinda a flop. the stuffy people at...
